tell me

how i’ve missed you lately
and the way we would speak
and all that we wouldn’t say

— iron & wine, “bird stealing bread”

I can’t believe it’s almost been a month. How much stronger I am now than I ever anticipated. How my life has changed in unexpected ways. How there are still things that stab right to the core of me – like Elliot Smith’s “Angels” or any of Damien Rice or reading on a marquee the name of a movie we saw or wanted to see together. I haven’t cried over him since Saturday, but every day this is with me in subtler ways. I don’t know – I just don’t know what to say.

0 thoughts on “tell me

  1. It’s nice to see that you haven’t fallen apart, and instead seem to be taking care of yourself and perhaps even finding yourself in ways you never knew. It’s been nice hanging out these last few weeks.

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