out of it

Headache is better – thanks for asking – due to the cessation of the cubicle construction and lunch in my quiet and cool apartment. I’m definitely making last night’s meal again – my apartment still smells of garlic, tomatoes, and fresh herbs. Yum.

I’m out of it – have been for a couple of days. Not sure why. It really bothers N when I get into a funk and can’t identify why. Things are on my mind that I can’t openly or easily discuss in this forum or really any. I want someone to see into my mind and accept and understand the things I’m thinking without calling me a whore or worse. And it’s not about sex and I’m not going to talk until I’m ready and have figured it out – but thanks for asking.

What are the politics of removing someone from your “everyday” list? I know Ursula‘s done this a couple of times since I started reading her site – generally something to do with blogroll and too many links, etc. I’m kind of in the same boat. There are a few sites – and not yours – in my “daily” list that I just don’t read anymore. I hope no one’s offended – but after all, my blog, my links, blah blah blah.

Two days til Harry Potter. Two days til vacation. I can hardly wait, though I’ll have little time to relax. My vacation begins Saturday at 3:01pm. A brief timetable:

  • Garage sale
  • Cake & ice cream with N’s parents to celebrate N’s dad’s birthday
  • Overnight jaunt to Oak Park on Tuesday
  • Tentative inspection appointment Wednesday
  • Meeting with the Friends of the Rockford Library people regarding running the bookshop
  • Lunch with my grandparents en route to Iowa City
  • Three nights at a B&B with Eva
    I also need to pack for the trips and pack for the move and clean the apartment and somewhere in there find time to relax. I want to finish The Map of Love this week too.

    I think part of my problem is that I feel like I’m not connecting. I’m not connecting with what I’m reading. I’m exhausted all the time. I just feel – out of touch. Maybe a few days off will help.

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